I had to quell my nausea this weekend. My dad thought he had tongue cancer. While we were waiting in the waiting room for three hours, he went outside to smoke twice. I wanted to tell him that we probably wouldn't be here if he wasn't putting up with his disgusting, filthy habit. I know he couldn't really help it, but I was so frustrated and angry and scared. Now, I'm just glad that he's okay... an addiction is a scary thing.
Happy Easter Day. I want to write more, but I know that my mind is elsewhere right now. I'll just say that I remain grateful for Him. For everything.
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>< i guess it's good that your dad doesn't have tongue caner
ReplyDeletehappy easter anyways. hope you get lots of chocolates =)
Praise God! no doubt...addiction's are scary and really sad at the same time. hopefully you can find little ways to help him quit? it may seem impossible, but it never hurts to tryy
ReplyDeletei miss you jennyboo. when the heck are you and mishi coming to visit..i'm still waiting, you know
hello jenny,
ReplyDeletefound you from TR!
i was gonna ask you if its okay to add you on LJ but there is nothing on your lj!
Don't worry i still think you're prettyawesome.
So can i still add? Or do i attempt to get to know you better through here?
sugartopping - Haha, it is. I'm very thankful. Happy Easter to you too!
ReplyDeleteYoonmi - I almost find it impossible for him to quit at this point, but I'll definitely still be looking for little ways to try.
I STILL CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU, and now that summer's just around the corner...
psalm1special - I'm adding you! You have fast become one of my favorites, and I still can't believe your leaving =[. Ahh, I'm so glad to still keep in touch
phew thank God/jesus i checked back here.
ReplyDeletereason i left blogspot is cos there weren't updates when comments came in.
yes please be a good female LJ friend to me.
Being in the army is gonna change the way i act and talk and generally present myself, so if one day i sound like a proteinshakedrinking, douche-fag jock fella, tell me off!
psalm1special - I know, it's kind of annoying that I have to actually check back on old entries myself. Boo.
ReplyDeleteFYI- even if I don't comment your entries...I READ ALL OF THEM (I'm a big ol' stalker). I just don't always know how to respond.
And um... you can't change because you are a perfect human being right now, and you'll ruin all of my future plans with you if you do. HAHAH, I kid... but really, please don't let the army do bad things to you =[. Stay safe and stuff.
oh please do call me paul.
ReplyDeletehow about you create 1 private post on your LJ and we use that as a chatroom.
haha good to know im being stalked by somebody erm stalk worthy!
wow nobody has called me perfect before and it does feel kinda nice but maybe im being all sweet and sentimental and encouraging because i want you to send me nudes! ha! you never knowww.
jk, if i come to new york lunch is on me.
but only for the first 2 days. after that we are either gonna cook or go dutch!
ok sorry tmi, but i do like the sound of "my future plans" including me :D!
i will stay safe in the army!
now the physical exercises are quite watered down because a couple of people have died.
im just afraid the way i speak will change, you know peer pressure and all.